All facts point to....

So I have been left behind.
And it made me really upset, so now im kind of analyzing why I am upset.

My mom called earlier this week and mentioned that our family friends, and my best friend growing up since i was five were headed thier way for a curling bonspiel and that wouldnt it be nice if i caught a ride with them so I could visit?! I hummed and hawwed about it for a while and then decided that yes, that would be a great idea. Now this whole time i had been msging my friend back and forth to see if I could get a ride etc. This was fine, no problems, I just had to decided if i wanted to go or not.

So I called today, to make sure that it was still okay to catch a ride with them and guess what? They already left and were 2 hours out of the city. Now I dont normally ask for favors like this. I dont make people go out of their way for me. I thought this would be ok, because I have known this girl for most of my life. 25 years!
I was looking forward to hanging out with my bro, who is grumpy, at the best of times. And my niece and nephue, who are starting to grow on me.

I think im trying to decide exactly what I am upset about, because this was a last minute decision for me, so i couldnt have really had all that much time to look forward to it, maybe 2 hours max. Is it that I was excited I had something to do this weekend, or that I was dismissed so easily? Im sure that by tmrw I wont have been so bummed out, but right now I feel like I could cry. Rediculous right?
Is it just as simple as not feeling in control? Does that make me a control freak? Or is it that I got so excited in those 2 hours because I dont really leave the house, and it was something to do?

I dunno. Either way its pretty lame, on her part for assuming i didnt want to go, and on my part for a) not being decisive and telling her i wanted to go and b)getting so upset when I was forgotten.