a double whammy?! inconcievable!

whats this you say? two posts in one day? inconcievable! unimaginable.

its true, i tell you, this is a real thing.

whelp. i talked earlier today about how i dont do well in the night time. its night time. at times like these i wish i had a lover. not only for sexy results, but because of the distraction. When im in love, or at least in bed with a person i rarely have time to dwell upon my own thoughts and feelings and dooms.

This evening I was excited to go to the movies with my friends. Im supre broke, but this movie was $3.50!! THREE dollars fiddy! a steal of a deal. so this mean that i could participate in the lives of my roomates and friends. awesome! it also meant that i could drive them there!

This last monday my parents left for the dominican republic, and left me their minivan to drive and of course so i could drop them off and pick them up at the airport. So me, being generous, decided, since theres 7 of us going to the movies, that i could drive and we would all get there at the same time etc.

so we are driving along, not a care in the world, stopped at a red light, went to go again and BANG!!! this huge noise. i thought we were rear ended, but there was no one behind us. i flip the hazards on, turn it of, turn it on, try again. nadda!

Turns out nothing works but reverse. I get my trusty friends to help push me from the busiest street in our city to a side street. Thankfully my roomates have AMA. We called AMA, went across the street to have a beer at a super cheese bar and waited for the tow truck driver.

Thats where im at right now. Im home ( everyone else stayed to drink beers) and so dissapointed in the world. honestly world? was this really necessary?? with all the other shit that isnt working out in my life right now, you really need to pour this shit on me too?
for fucks sakes! give a girl a fucking break! What are the chances that i was going to be driving my parents minivan while they are away, while i am broke and jobless and lonely and already doubting humanity in itself? FUCK YOU WORLD!!

my choices now are this: tell my parents now and ruin their vacation... or wait until they get back and tell them.

this place sucks!